Grab that glory

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Hello  readers the coming lines might sound contradicting it’s self but believe me it’s related even if it’s a thin thread i found my self mumbling after coming across a quote for Elenor Roosvelt which took me back in time i thought i could share it so  feel free to speak your mind after all that’s what we hear fore sharing and learning from each other.

‘The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams’

Elenor roosevelt

I don’t know about that Elenor as i see it in this century dreams are so dear for this generation. We dream and try to make them true but yet it’s like writing on water I have been thinking whats wrong with us why our ambitions so crippled although we feel them high and as  big as the universe  , is it our way of excluding thing or dealing with matters are we not strong enough? Or talented enough , even with good planning bad things will happen then we’re back to square one

I don’t want to sound depressing but seriously didn’t you guys just wondered  has  the  equation of success change over the years

We read this development books how to be successful , how to unleash your inner genius , how to enhance your brain power , how to think positive) a lots of how’s and according to the rhythm of life and challenges we can’t go over all of them just to find that magical statement the one that will hold all the answers to our poor  frustrated wills .

Then what are we to do ? set aside and simply do not dream just go  with the flow .I don’t think so , you see humans are competitive by nature we like to clime walls and dig holes and carry rocks since we were young not because we don’t have other things to do or just being found of  hard work , but because we are designed to seek and reach our goals so adreaming is within us naturally even for those who  think they don’t . the old generation was born in a better time for dreams ,why ? in my opinion because the world was just awakening industry , sciences, discoveries , trade , there was new shores ideas were like butterflies the resources are there all they need is use them yes they had to work hard to succeed but the competition was not as fierce as now a days the resources are not as easy to get .

Now someone might think I’m delivering lame excuses to the lazy ones , honestly I’m not it’s just true, 20 years ago we didn’t have anything but my mom has this dream to have a perfume shop we started by selling beverages near one of the fancy shops back then after one year we had two perfume shops,  it was not easy but it was not  impossible . but now in this time no way it could happen , the rules of the game has changed dreams take longer to become true that’s our real problem we have technology , but we don’t have the power which is money, and time is our enemy we are hassling to grab the hem of those dreams then we trip , we compare ourselves  to others and  that’s wrong we are not suppose to compare instead we should notice be alert to our surroundings not out of paranoia but out of intelligence .Coping is a failure but comprehending and extracting the nectar of  others experience and adjust or add to it so it can be useful along the way , we should have our own bag of seeds so the tree will be ours

I will end this piece by a saying” Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn’t do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.”
― H. Jackson Brown Jr.

So dream on don’t feel intimidated of it ,it’s just the right thing  you can’t make a dresses or build a house without the sketches . Now finding one  might be a bit difficult at some point  or you could hit dead ends but at that very dead end there must be a tiny window  that you can squeeze through  to get  to the other end  and proceed from there .

In my life I have been through  a lots of  confronts that’s what I like to call them  other than ‘Bad Experiences ‘  those confronts put me face to face with my fears or disappointments but  yet made my bones stronger so it won’t get broken  easily I just had to look at them as stimulators  and I sure learned three important things .

  • no wallowing in self pity
  • never say I can’t
  • ‘ what’s the worst that could happen ‘

This statement I found in a book ,believe it or not it did open my eyes  I did ask myself what’s the worst that could happen if I try just try no big expectations . trust me when I say you will be amazed of the outcome .

Here I am after 4 years from the moment I asked myself that question  and i’m grateful I did . I might not have achieved all my goals but I managed to reach some and I’m going for  the rest , tough journey ? yes, but it’s worth it the feeling that you get out of reaching and grabbing what you have planted  is an  absolute glory . so dream on people grab that glory  .

 

Letting go

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I’m learning to peal my current skin.
To have a brand new one
I’m learning to speak new language other than Sorrow
I’m learning to let go.
not the way you know
But the way I should do
letting go ,doesn’t mean losing
Or necessarily dismissing our past.
to let go.
Means my soul will grew.
It’ll grew so big beyond pain
Beyond disappointments
Beyond this materialistic world
I’m learning to let go.
To let that beautiful me rise to the surface and embrace the light
Don’t wait with that sickening smirk .
I’m ..Not .. Gona .. Fail .

By Zara H. Mosa , © 2013, All rights reserved.

Letting go

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I’m learning to peal my current skin.
To have a brand new one
I’m learning to speak new language other than Sorrow
I’m learning to let go.
not the way you know
But the way I should do
letting go ,doesn’t mean losing
Or necessarily dismissing our past.
to let go.
Means my soul will grew.
It’ll grew so big beyond pain
Beyond disappointments
Beyond this materialistic world
I’m learning to let go.
To let that beautiful me rise to the surface and embrace the light
Don’t wait with that sickening smirk .
I’m ..Not .. Gona .. Fail .

By Zara H. Mosa , © 2013, All rights reserved.

Chrysanthemum

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( D2)NaPoWriMo

Today I’m posting a poem I wrote a while ago it holds a special spot in my heart I hope you’ll enjoy it .

I run to dreams
Hopeful to fined another beauty.
Another home.
Another girl.
Another shore to embrace my ship.
Hence all shores nothing but a lie.
All homes are a lie.
Even my self just I’m just a lie .
Lie ,those moronic smiles
While orbs drown in tears
Lie, those picnics
In gardens filled with Cigarette butts
Lie,those baffled verses.
Lie, those rock stuffed Cushions
Lie, those haunted nights with nightmares and graveyards odor.
How do we plant roses
Upon stones ?!
How Tranquility walk the unknown distances.
Lie , those blindish steps to no where
Lie , that spray of perfume
We’ve miserably squeezed
Out of a Chrysanthemum solitary soul

Stubborn pride

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You’ll never feel my pain
You’ll never hear my cry
I’ll curl in my cave and lie
Waiting for death to take over
This enormous rip in my heart.
Will never heal.
Don’t throw salt in my open wound!
Just go.
Take it with you
I don’t need them no more
Take the laughs hence it hurt so much.
Take music hence all I hear,
Is sorrow
Take our memories,
I can’t inhale this illusion
We are over, our story is a miscarriage
It’s hard to hold on to you
You’re so perfect for me
Unreal
It seems unfair, I’m not good enough.
I’ll never be
This feeling of unworthiness
Is ripping me apart
This much I love you
This much I care
I want you with all of my being
But still, I’m not good enough
I know you said you don’t care.
You just want us close
But how can I over come
My stubborn Pride
I’m wounded my love in every possible way
I’m wounded with or without you
Didn’t I say, you I’ll never feel my pain
You’ll never hear me cry
I’ll just lie in a puddle of grieve
And hopefully die
This pain…This pain is too much to bare

By Zara H. Mosa , © 2013, All rights reserved.

Do you have a golden luck ❔❕

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Three things would make a difference in a person’s life from my point of view
A solide will , a good support eather a family or a friend ,
Education : knowledge is a useful weapon without it a person could stumble all the way.
The irony is when you get one but loss the other,sometimes you could Loss all of them and end up empty , broken even ungry . Life is really unpredictable some people have every thing they ever wanted good family , friends , money , fame , health, above all golden luck. While others ( I believe I’m one of the others ) have nothing and if they were so lucky they can get one of the previous , what is it so special a bout those successful or lucky individuals
that give them the advantage in life ?!
Share your thoughts 😊👂 I want to hear them