Hell or Heaven

In the hectic pace of life, we tend to forget how close death is. It’s right there lurking in the shadows, waiting for the right moment to snatch us away, from our lives and our loved ones, we don’t know where we will end up Hell or Heaven, we just wish for god’s mercy and that he will forgive us for all what we have done in our lives.

It’s a fascinating truth how god made death a mystery, it can strike any time anywhere, some people travel to the other side of the glob just to meet their final moment. It can happen so fast and sudden or it could take a long agonizing process. It depends on what written for us. All is fate and fate chooses how, where, and when.

Yesterday, I have had a moment ,where I thought I’m going to die, I couldn’t breathe and the only thought in my mind at that time was, did I do good in my life, that if I died right now I would go to Heaven ? , have I been righteous in my 35 years on this earth , have I treated my mother the way she deserves , was I a good friend ,and a caring sister, have I paid my loans, have I been a responsible person . So many thoughts in just that split second, but hence I’m writing this post now I’m still alive thanks god.

Funny how we keep running and hustling every day to get something maybe it’s not meant for us and when disappointment takes a toll on our souls , we think god doesn’t love us, or he favored another human being over us, we don’t realize how wrong we were until illness, or misfortune happens .

Being alive is the greatest bliss we will ever have, hence dead people don’t have second chances or a choice, but we do, and we should take advantage of it, are we sure of what are we going to face in after life? No, we are not sure, but the thing we should keep in mind is, life is a passage it doesn’t matter where to, because debating in that is useless, but working for it is not. Let us consider it as a field what we plant we harvest, so let’s plant it with good deeds to harvest peace and grace

Pine Tree


I’m here I’ve never been any where but here
Standing by this fence every day
In hope to see a sign
Did you know I’ve Planted a tree
a pine tree right in our backyard
We may shade under one day
When you find your way home
Losing you was not a choice of mine
You’ve decided and I had to suffer the consciences.
You’ve ran from me from your self from our fate
What were you afraid of
Were you afraid of giving in to the unknown feelings to you
Were you afraid to let someone in
To share every part of your soul
Were you afraid of being tide to me
Being tide ;what a cruel thing to say
Haven’t you consider the pain you’re putting me through
Haven’t thought for once
how broken I would be
And yet, here I am waiting for your moment of enlightenment.



Have Walked so many paths.
Have Crossed so many realms.
Have battled so many calamities”

Have faced fate constant wraths
Have lost and gained and lost again
Have broken Hearts including mine”

Have done good ,and bad
Have laughed and cried as well.
Have dragged my soul on rocks and glass.
Have hurt my own but hey, with class”

Have crashed bones ,and crossed some rules
Have sunk so low, and have highly rose
I Have been a reflection of life i suppose. >

Think different …. Quote


(Our fate changes as our way of thinking change and we become what we want only when our way of thinking and actions come to mach with our desires)
by Adrizon Maurder .

Is fate really tied to our way of thinking ? . I don’t know if it’s true but i find the idea very fascinating , somehow our minds have this unique ability to make the change i believe in the right way and the right effective tools .Thinking alone is not enough its like having eye glasses with no ears.
feel free to share your thoughts .